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suicidal thoughts?
I tried to help myself in March because of alot of stress and had to go to the hospital. I know it was a big mistake and I never want to go through that again. but..
Everything has been going great the past few days.. Ive been dating someone who is friends with drug dealers and people who are in and out of jail every month for drugs. He promised me he wouldnt talk to them anymore because it scares me he could go to jail because of them. * he has before *
Then I found out just 30 mins ago he is going to one of their houses to play poker. All of his friends will be there smoking pot, thats just what they do when they play cards. I sorta feel betrayed and hurt because Im scared he will get in trouble and he promised me he wouldnt do this…I tried to call him and say I felt uncomfortable with it but he said oh well and hung out on me.
So now Im having these suicidal thoughts again because I feel like I got stabbed in the back. How do I deal with this?
tried to hurt myself******
do yourself a favor. walk away. if he cant respect you enough to be honest with you or avoid them, leave and find someone who will. it isnt your fault he is a liar. go to a friends place and stay the night there. but dont hurt yourself and dont be alone. you dont need his crap and can do much better. hugs to you 
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